Talking, for me, is the weirdest thing because my brain is forming words and all that jazz, but I can’t feel my mouth as it produces them. The majority of my face is still numb because its only been a week and a few days since I got out of the hospital. This makes hanging out with friends a bit stressful, but I am working through it.

Day 10/65

How did we get this far? And where do we go from here?

The feeling lingered Even as I touched the sky And tasted the sun

So its day two of my recovery and things are going surprisingly well. I have received so many flowers and sweet messages from friends. My little poopface keeps checking on me and demands I heal quickly. He misses me so much; its the cutest. Raphael has been the best. He keeps me entertained and loves me far more than I deserve. Haley, Katie, Courtney, Arun, Simone and all my other pals have been great and I can’t wait to see them. I had my first official blended meal and it was soooo good! I don’t know how my mother did it, but that was the best chew-free meal I have ever had. I’ve finally mastered the art of eating and drinking without looking pitiful and I’ve become a lot more patient. I’m so terrible at summarizing things, but I have about 50 something more days left in my recovery and things are looking up.

HE>I

Feather

John 15:12

I’ve narrowed it down and as of right now this is all I want.